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Christmas Prayers
Complete Reading System

Guide

How to read and pray with this system

Quick Start
A prayer system built from
St. Ignatius's Spiritual Exercises

You draw cards into structured positions, read them through consolation and desolation, and pray with what you find. Every reading is a unique permutation. The structure is fixed; the content rotates through it.

How a reading works
1
Pray the Preparatory Prayer
"Lord, may all my intentions, actions, and operations in this reading be directed purely to the service and praise of your Divine Majesty."
Say this every time, unchanged, before any cards are drawn.
2
Choose an Exercise
Go to Prayers and pick one of the twelve exercises. Each exercise is a different structural arrangement of card positions drawn from the Exercises of Ignatius.
Not sure where to start? Exercise 01 (Three Preludes) is the foundation every reading builds on.
3
Draw your cards
Tap each position to draw a card. Each card lands upright or reversed: consolation or desolation.
The orientation is your primary signal before you even read the meaning.
4
Read the card: notice what moves in you
Before reading the meaning, ask: does this produce consolation (drawn toward God, peace, hope) or desolation (heaviness, resistance, distance)? That interior movement is the reading. Then read the matching pole in the Cards reference.
5
Pray with what you found
End by speaking directly to God about what surfaced. Not a summary, not a reflection. Direct speech. There is no required form: pray however is natural to you. If you need a starting point, the colloquy scaffold below is offered as a template, not a script.

Lord, I come before you holding the card drawn.

I am honest with you: in this area of my life I have been experiencing consolation or desolation: the specific movement you noticed.

What I am bringing to you is the specific need, wound, question, or desire this reading surfaced.

I ask you for the specific grace, not the outcome, but the interior disposition.

Make me willing to what I have been resisting or deferring, even if I cannot do it yet. I trust that what I cannot do by will, you can accomplish by grace.

I offer this back to you, asking only that whatever I choose may be for your greater glory and the salvation of my soul.

The card is the prompt. The prayer is the point.
The two poles
Consolation · Upright
Soul drawn toward God. Increase of faith, hope, or love. Peace. Things moving in the right direction.
Desolation · Reversed
Soul drawn away. Darkness, disturbance, resistance. Something blocked or distorted. A diagnosis to bring to prayer.
Three levels of the system
Level I
Commandments
The twelve exercises. Structural arrangements of positions you draw cards into. Each asks a different set of questions.
Level II
Beatitudes
The 78-card reference. Every card with its consolation meaning, desolation meaning, and prayer prompt.
Level III
Mysteries
How to pray with what you found: three methods of prayer, the colloquy scaffold, and fourteen rules for discernment.
The tabs above go deeper. Foundation explains the theology, Reading the Cards covers the Preparatory Prayer and the four-way matrix, and Praying with Results covers the three methods and fourteen rules.

Foundation

What This System Is

Christmas Prayers are a combinatory prayer system. Every other known prayer system is sequential or fixed: the Rosary has twenty mysteries in a set order, the Divine Office follows a liturgical calendar, Lectio Divina takes whatever text is given. Even the great traditions of structured prayer have fixed content running through fixed forms.

This system is different in kind. It has a fixed grammar, a set of structural moves drawn from St. Ignatius of Loyola's Spiritual Exercises (1524), but the content that runs through that grammar is modular and drawable. The structure is invariant. The cards rotate through it. This makes every reading a unique permutation: a specific combination of card content, exercise structure, diagnostic layer, engagement mode, and colloquy that has never existed before and will never exist again in exactly that form.

Ignatius himself states the principle: "the same Preparatory Prayer, without changing it, and the same three Preludes, are to be made in this Week and in the others following, changing the form according to the subject matter." Spiritual Exercises, Second Week, Fourth Note

The structure is the prayer machine. The cards are what you feed into it.

The Principle and Foundation

Before any reading, settle the soul on this:

"Man is created to praise, reverence, and serve God our Lord, and by this means to save his soul… From this it follows that man is to use them as much as they help him on to his end, and ought to rid himself of them so far as they hinder him as to it." Spiritual Exercises §23

You are not reading the cards to get what you want. You are reading them to find what God wants, and then to pray your way into wanting the same thing. Everything else in the system follows from this.

The Architecture at a Glance

The system has three levels, each with its own set of tools:

Level One
Commandments
All the exercises: structural arrangements of cards drawn from Ignatius's Exercises. You draw cards into positions. Each exercise asks a different set of questions.
Level Two
Beatitudes
How you interpret what you drew. The primary lens is consolation and desolation. The card reference is the Beatitudes: every card with its two readings and its prayer prompt.
Level Three
Mysteries
How you pray with what you found. The three methods of prayer from the Exercises, the colloquy template, and the fourteen rules for discernment.

Any reading is the product of one Commandment (the exercise you draw into), read through the Beatitudes (consolation and desolation applied to each card), and ended in the Mysteries (the prayer you compose from what you found). This is the permutative structure.

Reading the Cards

The Preparatory Prayer

Begin every reading, without exception, with this prayer, unchanged regardless of what exercise follows:

Lord, may all my intentions, actions, and operations in this reading be directed purely to the service and praise of your Divine Majesty.

Ignatius called this the Preparatory Prayer and was explicit that it never changes. It is not a warm-up. It is the statement that orients the whole instrument.

The Beatitudes are how you interpret what you drew. Every card in this system carries two readings, one in consolation and one in desolation, and the primary interpretive act is noticing which one you are receiving. Before you ask what the card means, you ask what happens in you when you see it. That interior movement is the reading. The card reference in Section VI gives you the consolation and desolation meanings for all eighty cards, along with a prayer prompt for each. That reference is the Beatitudes in full.

What follows here is a short account of how to read those two poles correctly, and how to use your interior response as the primary lens.

How to Read the Two Poles

Every card in the reference has a consolation reading and a desolation reading. These are not simply positive and negative meanings. They describe the same principle operating in two different directions: constructively when the soul is moving toward God, and blocked or distorted when the soul is moving away.

The way you determine which pole applies is not primarily by how the card is oriented when you draw it. It is by noticing what happens in you when you see it. Ignatius is precise about what consolation and desolation actually are:

Consolation
  • The soul drawn toward God
  • Increase of faith, hope, or love
  • Interior peace, even amid difficulty
  • Tears arising from genuine love
  • Everything feeling ordered and light
Desolation
  • Darkness, disturbance, restlessness
  • Drawn toward earthly things
  • Loss of faith, hope, or love
  • Sense of separation from God
  • Everything feeling heavy and disordered

When a card produces consolation in you, read the consolation meaning and let it confirm or deepen what is moving. When a card produces desolation, read the desolation meaning and treat it as a diagnosis: this is what is blocked, distorted, or resisted in you right now in relation to this principle. That diagnosis is what the prayer scaffold in the Mysteries section is designed to address.

The Four-Way Matrix

Card orientation and interior response combine into four distinct situations, each with its own reading:

Orientation Your Response How to Read It
Upright Consolation Confirmation. This principle is active and moving in you. Receive it and give thanks.
Upright Desolation Invitation resisted. The principle is available but something in you is not yet ready for it. Name what is in the way.
Reversed Desolation Active blockage. Read the desolation meaning and use the Two Standards exercise (Exercise Five) to locate where in the chain you are.
Reversed Consolation The most interesting case. Something in the distortion or blockage is producing peace. Ask why. This often names a hidden attachment to the reversed state.

The Mysteries: How to Pray with What You Found

Ignatius described three distinct methods of prayer in the Exercises. These are not three things to do with a card. They are three different ways of being in prayer, each with its own pace and posture. After drawing a card and reading it, you choose how to pray with what you have found. The method changes the experience of the prayer, not its content.

I
Structured Prayer
Ignatius's First Method: move through a list systematically, spending the time of one Our Father on each item, pausing where you find consolation, moving on when the movement passes.
You draw one card per category and move through the section deliberately. If you are working through the Commandments, draw one card for each and hold it for the length of one prayer before moving to the next. This is petition with named content. You know what you are bringing and you move through it with intention.
II
Contemplative Prayer
Ignatius's Second Method: take a single word of a prayer and remain with it, finding its meanings and comparisons and relish, until it is fully exhausted. Then move to the next word. Do not rush.
You draw one card and remain with it. You do not move to another card. You stay until something surfaces that was not there when you began, until the card gives you something you did not expect. This is the prayer beneath the petition, the desire you did not know you were carrying. You stay until you find it.
III
Breath Prayer
Ignatius's Third Method: pray word by word, one breath per word, attending to the meaning or to the person you are addressing. No reasoning. No analysis. Rhythm and presence only.
You hold the card and breathe with it. One breath for each word of the prayer written on the card. You do not think about what the card means. You are not analysing anything. You are simply present to it, one breath at a time, until the prayer becomes something your body knows rather than something your mind has understood.

These three are not a sequence you must follow. They describe three different spiritual conditions. When you know clearly what you need to bring to God, use the First. When you do not know what you are carrying, use the Second and stay until you find out. When you are too tired or dry to reason, use the Third and let your breath do the work.

The Prayer Scaffold

Every reading ends in a colloquy: direct speech to God, not a summary or a reflection. Ignatius described it as speaking "as one friend speaks to another, or as a servant speaks with his master: now asking some grace, now blaming oneself for some misdeed, now communicating one's affairs, and asking advice in them." It is a scaffold, not a script. The measure is not length but honesty.

Lord, I come before you holding the card drawn.

I am honest with you: in this area of my life I have been experiencing consolation or desolation: the specific movement you noticed.

What I am bringing to you is the specific need, wound, question, or desire this reading surfaced.

I ask you for the specific grace, not the outcome, but the interior disposition.

Make me willing to what I have been resisting or deferring, even if I cannot do it yet. I trust that what I cannot do by will, you can accomplish by grace.

I offer this back to you, asking only that whatever I choose may be for your greater glory and the salvation of my soul.

Fourteen Rules for Reading with Discernment

Adapted directly from Ignatius's Rules for the Discernment of Spirits.

  1. In a person moving away from God, consolation tends to arrive through sensory comfort. In a person moving toward God, the good spirit encourages and removes obstacles while the bad spirit multiplies difficulties.
  2. Consolation is not merely feeling good. It is the soul being drawn toward its Creator: an increase of love, hope, or faith, or tears arising from genuine love.
  3. Desolation is not merely suffering. It is darkness, disturbance, attraction toward earthly things, loss of peace, a sense of separation from God.
  4. Never make a significant decision during desolation. Remain in the resolution held before the desolation began. The counsel that arrives in desolation should not be trusted for choosing.
  5. In desolation, resist the tendency to do less. Do more: more prayer, more examination. Desolation is fed by withdrawal.
  6. In desolation, remember: God has not abandoned you. He has left you to your natural powers temporarily, as a test, to keep you humble, or to teach you that consolation is a gift.
  7. In desolation, be patient. "Let him who is in desolation labor to be in patience… thinking that he will soon be consoled."
  8. Desolation has three causes: negligence in prayer; God testing the depth of your love; God teaching you that consolation is not yours to control.
  9. In consolation, prepare for desolation. Store the light for the darkness. Note what you knew and felt so it can anchor you when the fog comes.
  10. In consolation, cultivate humility, for you can do very little without grace. In desolation, cultivate courage, for you can do much with the grace that remains even unfelt.
  11. The enemy weakens when you resist him boldly and strengthens when you give ground. Continued prayer in dryness starves desolation.
  12. The enemy works in secrecy and withers in the light. Troubles brought honestly into prayer and confession lose their power. The things you do not name tend to grow.
  13. The enemy attacks at the weakest point. When a particular card consistently produces desolation or resistance, that is not a reason to avoid it. It is usually a reason to pray there especially.
  14. The good spirit enters a soul moving toward God like water into a sponge, gently and quietly. The bad spirit enters like water on stone, with noise and disturbance. Notice which kind of movement a card produces.

Exercises

Twelve structured practices from the Spiritual Exercises

Cards

Seventy-eight graces across eight categories

Prayers

Choose an exercise, draw your spread, and pray

Sources

Primary source and citations for the Christmas Prayers system

Primary Source

Ignatius of Loyola. The Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius of Loyola. Translated from the Autograph by Father Elder Mullan, S.J. New York: P. J. Kenedy & Sons, 1914.

Citations by Element

Element §§ / Location
Principle & Foundation / Holy Indifference §23, p. 19
Particular and Daily Examen §§24–31, pp. 21–24
General Examen (five points) §§32–43, pp. 25–32
First Exercise — Three Sins / Preparatory Prayer §§45–54, pp. 35–39
Second Exercise — Personal Sins §§55–61, pp. 40–42
Third Exercise — Three Colloquies §§62–63, pp. 43–44
Fifth Exercise — Application of Senses §§65–70, pp. 44–46
Ten Additions (First Week) §§73–90, pp. 47–52
Call of the Temporal King §§91–100, pp. 55–57
Two Standards §§136–148, p. 79ff
Three Classes of Men §§149–157
Three Kinds of Humility §§165–168
Preludes structure (two preludes) §§47–48 (and throughout each exercise)
Contemplation on the Incarnation / Nativity §§101–117, pp. 58–66
Mysteries of the Life of Christ §§158–288, pp. 101–168
Three Times for Making an Election §§175–188
Consolation / Desolation (Rules for Discernment) §§316–336, pp. 169–178
14 Rules for Discernment — First Week §§313–327
14 Rules for Discernment — Second Week §§328–336
Three Methods of Prayer §§238–260, pp. 131–142
Mysteries of the Rosary (Ignatian Gospel Mysteries) §§158–288, pp. 101–168
Eight Beatitudes (Sermon on the Mount) §278, p. 160
Works of Mercy Traditional Catholic enumeration; Matthew 25:31–46
Ten Commandments §§238–239 (First Method of Prayer); Exodus 20 / Deuteronomy 5
Seven Deadly Sins §§238–239 (First Method of Prayer)
Seven Gifts of the Holy Spirit §§238–239 (First Method of Prayer); Isaiah 11:2–3
Seven Sacraments §§238–239 (First Method of Prayer)
Seven Virtues §§238–239 (First Method of Prayer)

The 14 Works of Mercy (7 Corporal, 7 Spiritual) are not enumerated in the Spiritual Exercises directly. Their canonical source is Matthew 25:31–46 for the Corporal Works, with the Spiritual Works confirmed in the Catechism of the Catholic Church §§2447–2448.

Selected Source Quotes

§23 — Principle & Foundation

"Man is created to praise, reverence, and serve God our Lord, and by this means to save his soul. And the other things on the face of the earth are created for man and that they may help him in prosecuting the end for which he is created. From this it follows that man is to use them as much as they help him on to his end, and ought to rid himself of them so far as they hinder him as to it. For this it is necessary to make ourselves indifferent to all created things in all that is allowed to the choice of our free will."

§§32–43 — General Examen of Conscience

"I presuppose that there are three kinds of thoughts in me: that is, one my own, which springs from my mere liberty and will; and two others which come from without, one from the good spirit, and the other from the bad."
"The first point is to give thanks to God our Lord for the benefits received. The second, to ask grace to know our sins and rid ourselves of them. The third, to ask account of our soul from the hour that we rose up to the present Examen, hour by hour, or period by period."

§§24–31 — Particular Examen

"This exercise is made to correct and amend a particular sin or defect... Three times in the day one ought to make the Particular Examen."

§§47–48 — The Two Preludes

"The first Prelude is a composition, seeing the place. Here it is to be noted that, in contemplation or meditation on visible things... the composition will be to see with the sight of the imagination the corporeal place where the thing I want to contemplate is found."
"The second Prelude is to ask God our Lord for what I want and desire. The petition ought to be according to the subject matter."

§§63–64 — Triple Colloquy

"The first Colloquy to Our Lady, that she may get me grace from Her Son and Lord for three things: first, that I may feel an interior knowledge of my sins... The second Colloquy, making the same petition to the Son, that He may get it for me from the Father. The third Colloquy, making the same petition to the Father, that the eternal Lord Himself may grant it to me."

§§136–148 — Two Standards

"The first is of Christ our Supreme Captain and Lord; the second of Lucifer, mortal enemy of our human nature."
"Consider the address which He makes to all His servants and friends whom He sends on this expedition, recommending them to want to help all, first by attracting them to the highest spiritual poverty, and... to humility."
"On the contrary side consider the address of the enemy... how he summons innumerable demons, and scatters them, some to one city and some to another, throughout all the world... to lay snares and chains; first of riches, that they may more easily come to vain honor of the world, and then to vast pride."

§§165–168 — Three Kinds of Humility

"The first kind of Humility is necessary for eternal salvation... so that I... would not consider violating a Commandment, whether Divine or human, which binds me under mortal sin."
"The second kind of Humility is more perfect than the first... so that I... do not consider, for myself, between riches and poverty, between health and sickness, between long life and short life."
"The third kind of Humility is the most perfect Humility: that is, when... I want and choose poverty with Christ poor, rather than riches; contempt with Christ laden with it, rather than honors; and to desire to be accounted as worthless and a fool for Christ."

§§175–188 — Three Times for Making Election

"The first Time is, when God our Lord so moves and attracts the will, that without doubting, or being able to doubt, such devout soul follows what is shown it."
"The second Time is when enough light and knowledge is received by experience of consolations and desolations, and by experience of discernment of various spirits."
"The third Time is quiet, when one considers, first, for what man is born — that is, to praise God our Lord and to save his soul."

§§238–260 — Three Methods of Prayer

"The first Method of Prayer is on the Ten Commandments, and on the Seven Deadly Sins, on the Three Powers of the Soul and on the Five Bodily Senses."
"The second Method of Prayer is that the person, kneeling or seated... will close his eyes, or fix his sight on one place, without letting them wander, will say FATHER, and be in the consideration of this word as long as he finds meanings, comparisons, relish and consolation in considerations pertaining to such word."
"The third Method of Prayer is that at each breath drawn, one should pray mentally, saying a word of the Our Father, or of another prayer which is being recited: so that only one word be said between one breath and another."

§§316–322 — Consolation

"I call it Consolation when some interior movement in the soul is caused, through which the soul comes to be inflamed with love of its Creator and Lord; and when it can in consequence love no created thing on the face of the earth in itself, but in the Creator of them all."
"Finally, I call consolation every increase of hope, faith and charity, and all interior joy which calls and attracts to heavenly things and to the salvation of one's soul, quieting it and giving it peace in its Creator and Lord."

§§317–322 — Desolation

"I call it Desolation all the contrary of the third rule, such as darkness of soul, disturbance in it, movement to things low and earthly, the unquiet of different agitations and temptations, moving to want of confidence, without hope, without love, when one finds oneself all lazy, tepid, sad, and as if separated from his Creator and Lord."
"In time of desolation never to make a change; but to be firm and constant in the resolutions and determination in which one was the day preceding such desolation."

§§169–174 — Rules for Discernment, First Week

"In the persons who go from mortal sin to mortal sin, the enemy is commonly used to propose to them apparent pleasures, making them imagine sensual delights... In the persons who are going on intensely cleansing their sins... it is the method contrary to that in the first Rule, for then it is the way of the evil spirit to bite, sadden and put obstacles."
"The enemy acts like a woman, in being weak against vigor and strong of will... if the man, losing heart, begins to fly, the wrath, revenge, and ferocity of the woman is very great."
"He behaves as a licentious lover in wanting to be secret and not revealed... when one reveals them to his good Confessor... it is very grievous to him."
"Likewise, he behaves as a chief bent on conquering and robbing what he desires... looks at all our virtues, theological, cardinal and moral; and where he finds us weakest and most in need for our eternal salvation, there he attacks us."

Source: The Spiritual Exercises of St. Ignatius of Loyola, trans. Elder Mullan S.J. (New York: P. J. Kenedy & Sons, 1914).